You are correct that I think you don't understand, but the reason is that you don't display understanding. Simple points like "wanting to do something is not the same thing as having a workable plan to do something" go completely unaddressed.

Everything else you said is largely to completely wrong, further indicating that "you don't understand" is a good model of what's going on.

You have yet to say a single thing that indicates that you have any clue of what I object to, despite me saying so multiple times.

Instead, you invent motivations that have the effect of making it easy for you to not have to think.

But I know what I'm thinking. It's completely trivial to note the difference between what you say and what I'm thinking.

Is it any wonder, then, that when you get it so badly wrong over and over, and also fail to respond to any point of any degree of sophistication, that I don't think that you understand?